Log in

Mirando el Mundo con los Ojos Cerrados [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]

[ website | Yet another online joural of mine... ]
[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

[Links:| Homestar Runner... The Xanga... E Baums World ]

(no subject) [Mar. 7th, 2005|03:44 pm]
All and all things are pretty damn good....so are llamas, but we already knew that didn't we.
linkpost comment

(no subject) [Feb. 17th, 2005|03:59 pm]
[mood |Emo-ish]
[music |El Carretero - Buena Vista Social Club]

so I decided to update this for once.
feeling a bit solemn today, don't really know why.
I got a freakin 88% on my comparative politics test....I don't get b's...what the fuck....
the strains of a persisting love triangle are really filing away my nerves...or is it my ability to care....meh, maybe it never came back after Dave left....
it's funny how I shut down any remote sense of caring when I know it'll hurt me
woo hoo for apathy?
speaking of that emo bastard I miss the guy....yeah, that means you, get your ass up to flagstaff soon...
link1 comment|post comment

Serve me up a pie of rationality and eat it all yourself! [Dec. 20th, 2004|10:50 am]
[mood |calm]
[music |So I Says - The Shins]

Rationality is innate in my character.
I can give advise like nobody’s business.
Sadly though, this rationality is spent on others, and I am left to a less than rational world.
As such, all I have to say is fuck the system (and that whole being rational thing.)
linkpost comment

Xanga Down [Dec. 13th, 2004|07:20 pm]
I felt like updating xanga, but low and behold....xanga is not working...so here I am....
I am a robot, or at least that is my mentality...
I like veggie burgers...they are muy bueno...
Time for chores...
linkpost comment

Catch Up Time...(xanga got the better of me) [Nov. 12th, 2004|09:43 pm]
[mood |torn]
[music |Mad World - Donnie Darko Soundtrack]

I hate caring. What happened to my goddamn apathy? It used to be so easy to ignore reality, and now...yeah...

I haven't really slept in two days because my brain is about to explode from the pressure brought on by actually caring. That and I keep having out of body experiences all the time.....about every few minutes....that is not a good sign. Also, I am seeing images freeze before me, like looking at what something really is, instead of how we see it superficially. (And no I am not crazy or on drugs)

I just don't see the point of most things anymore. I actually contemplated the point of a television for ten minutes yesterday…who does that….

So between seeing no point to life, and the overwhelming burden of actually caring things are quite swell at the moment.

And to top that all off….I think a rule in my life is that if there is something good it can only last a little while.
If that made no sense that’s because I am being purposely vague…..so it’s not you


Life is better.
(Or as the most wise Michelle said it is going sideways)
I am getting a single room, or if not that my friend Dave is moving in with me.
I think I figured things out (it took a long shower to cleanse my brain).
The future is a funny thing...sometimes is can be so predictable, others there are so many variables that you don't have a clue what is going to happen...
This is one of those times. (And I like to at least have a general idea of the future, so it's driving me nuts).
The other day someone said, “you can’t put all your eggs in one basket”…as stupid as it sounds it was perhaps one of the most profound things I had heard in a while….just because of it’s relevance of the happenings as of late in the world of Jeffrey Jurewicz…
Last night was pretty chill…. hopefully the weekend will follow in its example…
I hope the immediate, and slightly more distant future work out the way I want them to….if not that’s life…right?


Philosophy is really getting to me lately.
(It fucks with your mind)
My apathy still seems to be lost, and getting farther away at that, cause I keep caring more and more about a few different things.
I think the room is going to be mine alone after thanksgiving break.
I also think it’ll be mine for the rest of the year (and that statement means something other than what it says so don’t worry about the redundancy).
I don’t know why it is that I am letting that bother me. I have never really been that way before, and to start now, or in just this case is stupid.
I think emotions are contagious, and as such maybe one of the few things I am preoccupied by could end up being a good thing. (Even though I really don’t want it to happen.) I mean last night was so much fun, and it is probably because it wasn't laced with emotions....it was just spontaneous fun. I don't want to write anyone off though, especially in this case.
I have to finish my paper, but my thoughts are too distant to do that right now. I have a few days to do it anyway.
linkpost comment

This is Jeff at College... [Oct. 24th, 2004|07:03 pm]
[mood |mellow]
[music |Oh, God Damnit - Hot Hot Heat]

My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?

Well this certianlly isn't refering to any action I am (not) getting....
linkpost comment

So... [Oct. 24th, 2004|01:42 pm]
[mood |Not Too Shabby]
[music |19-2000 - Gorillaz]

Dinner last night....good
Falling asleep with everyone in my room and finally getting a full nights rest....good
Getting a full nights rest on a Saturday night....bad
Looking forward to finishing my weekends purchases (movie or otherwise)....very good
linkpost comment

Grass is Good, Grass is Great, Let Us Thank it for Our Mood... [Oct. 23rd, 2004|02:31 am]
[mood |Content]
[music |Nada]

High as a kite.
It's time to write.

So, I had an antisocial night till about 12:00....it was nice to spend some time alone
Then I got bored and met some of Dave's friends...one which was drunk out of his mind.
Note to Dave...learn your native language.
Somehow the solitude of the night ended up being a really good thing.
linkpost comment

Thank God! [Oct. 22nd, 2004|08:25 am]
[mood |Way Peaceful]
[music |Nothing I Just Woke Up]

So my friend Robyn from my spanish class invites me to drink/smoke with a bunch of her friend last night....
Turns out they are mostly all from Chicago...and you can tell too, just by the way everyone acted...it was mucho refreshing...don't get me wrong I love my friends and all...but they are all far too uptight at times...I can't be around people like that cause it rubs off on me. and then I get all uptight...and that's most uncool...
I'm going to be so chill all day though just cause it wore back off on me...sorta like senior year...
Hendrix, kahlua con swiss miss, and some dank were a perfecto mix para a snowy day...
Yeah, I haven't been this at ease since I got here...
So with a big smile and a sweatshirt that reeks of dank I'm going to make my way across the perilous stretches of the pedway and go to class...
linkpost comment

Stole this from Chris... [Oct. 21st, 2004|04:00 pm]
[mood |Content]
[music |Song 2 - Blur]

How common are ojoscerrados's interests
music (824587)
reading (354148)
writing (352319)
art (250816)
photography (231957)
taking back sunday (99112)
radiohead (88229)
brand new (82973)
dashboard confessional (82567)
incubus (80496)
thursday (78747)
the beatles (74286)
weezer (71616)
camping (58625)
coldplay (58391)
saves the day (55775)
modest mouse (55356)
politics (54988)
donnie darko (50275)
fight club (49471)
death cab for cutie (49135)
sugarcult (37561)
the doors (35311)
south park (34770)
hot hot heat (31064)
foo fighters (27908)
bob marley (27414)
theater (25967)
chicago (25419)
dave matthews band (22846)
jimi hendrix (22622)
bob dylan (20609)
franz ferdinand (17666)
spanish (17371)
goo goo dolls (16876)
buddhism (15617)
the shins (15568)
ben kweller (14532)
third eye blind (14159)
jack johnson (14109)
guster (12301)
dogma (11988)
office space (11726)
the rolling stones (10898)
led zepplin (10855)
the velvet underground (10825)
salvador dali (10269)
lifehouse (10115)
clerks (10099)
edgar allen poe (9951)
rem (9639)
phish (9557)
wilco (9498)
existentialism (8428)
boondock saints (8408)
the daily show (8324)
damien rice (7144)
1984 (7109)
llamas (6103)
alien ant farm (5991)
the kinks (5982)
san diego (5632)
belle & sebastian (5377)
blind melon (4573)
the dandy warhols (4400)
liberalism (4382)
early november (4346)
kevin smith movies (4116)
e.e. cummings (4075)
sonic the hedgehog (3546)
28 days later (3465)
bowling for columbine (3343)
william shakespeare (3151)
albert camus (3103)
nihilism (2987)
hamlet (2906)
the wallflowers (2809)
seven (2729)
life as a house (2398)
the new pornographers (2329)
clue (2233)
postmodernism (2105)
gabriel garcia marquez (2056)
pajama pants (2001)
blue man group (1860)
european history (1677)
happy gilmore (1661)
arabic (1597)
slam poetry (1596)
friedrich nietzsche (1295)
egyptian mythology (1276)
limbeck (1220)
argentina (1073)
gone in 60 seconds (966)
solaris (924)
traffic (865)
moe. (816)
latin america (772)
chile (709)
deism (553)
siddhartha (546)
jeff beck (543)
lawrence ferlinghetti (542)
crime and punishment (484)
east of eden (462)
pen and ink (453)
acrylic paint (447)
spokane (402)
candide (333)
flagstaff (329)
tye-dye (303)
heart of darkness (299)
slaughterhouse five (285)
model united nations (246)
buenos aires (246)
pcu (234)
world affairs (210)
the tempest (183)
the jungle (174)
a midsummer nights dream (167)
surealism (165)
the united nations (110)
douglass adams (87)
okapis (81)
rwanda (73)
along came a spider (67)
the plastic constellations (54)
cheez-it's (50)
taco dip (40)
one act plays (39)
good bye lenin (32)
post modern art (31)
birkenstock clogs (21)
prismacolor colored pencils (20)
hindusim (11)
murder at 1600 (7)
green light bulbs (5)
modern language (4)
peach faced lovebirds (4)
parking lot chats (3)
samuel taylor coolridge (2)
sharipes (2)
pineapple parrot bay (2)
south central african politics (1)
upton sinclar (1)
psuedo mickness (1)
ancient african history (1)
indo-pakistani relations (1)
opperation hummingbird (1)

Enter username:

InterestRank was bought to you by _imran_ and MemeLand.org
linkpost comment

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]